Perspective of eternity -- Without a word.

Yay, i've spent a bomb on clothes and I iz broke.

I want a pair of Vans. *speechless*

Today officially marks the end of my working life. Though it had only been one short month, it has been a wonderful experience for me. Working has indeed taught me many things like patience and control.

Thank you for making my life colourful the past one month!

Thank you, Siti, for being such a wonderful K-pop chat-partner when we were working together in the fitting room. :)

Thank you, Cheryl, for being such a friendly person to talk to when we were in the fitting room! :)

Thank you, Hui Ying, for being such a patient and helpful person, helping me when i have difficulties in many things. :)

Thank you, Yi Han, for being such a fun-loving person. Your jokes have certainly make my day.

Thank you, Winston, for being such a bastard. LOL. Thank you for your bhb-ness and fun-lovingness! You really crack me up at times. :)

Thank you, Francis, for being such a helpful and friendly guy. Thanks for helping me when I need to take stocks, etc & etc. :)

Thank you, Kristi, for helping and guiding me along the way, for e.g. replacing the correct hangers when i've made mistakes. Although we don't talk much, thank you for helping me :)

Thank you, Josiah, for teaching me many things in a sarcastic manner. HAHA. Thank you and it has really benefited me. :)

Thank you, Janssen, for being such a nice person. Thanks for the encouragement, saying that i've improved in folding clothes. :)

Thank you, Nick, for disturbing me during work! Thank you for making my work life much more fun :)

Thank you, Lee, for being such a funny supervisor. I'll never forget some of the words you've said. :)

Thank you, Ivy, for being such a generous boss. Thank you for your guidance and the box of candies! :)

Thank you, Celine, for hiring me and helping me along the way. Thank you for teaching me so much! :)

Thank you, Daniel, for being such a fun-loving supervisor. I'll never forget the jokes you've cracked. Hahahahaha. Yes, i'm 61 instead of 16! :)

Thank you, Elaine, for helping me when I just started working, giving me tips and guidance. Thank you for showing me concern when I was late and all. :)

Thank you, Li Na, for helping me along the way and tolerating my craps. You're a very comfortable big-sister to be with :)

Thank you, Christina, for helping me when I was in EDC and lending a hand when I had difficulties finding stocks. :)

Thank you, Natalie, for helping me when I need help to find stocks and laughing with me at Yi Han's jokes. :)

Thank you, Peggy, for interacting and helping me along the way :)

Thank you, Pei Yong, for criticizing me that my folding skills really suck and all. LOL. Thank you for helping me to change my breaks and talking to me when i was bored in EDC. :)

Thank you, Mylien, for being such a sweet and observant lady. Only if we had time to interact more! :)

Thank you, Nura, for helping me along the way and teaching me stuffs. :)

Thank you Rod/Tracy/Auntie Hock Choo, Nana and the others i've not mentioned, for helping me in one way or another. :)

You guys have made my work-life more colourful. :)

Thank you... and goodbye, Esprit VVC. :)

Felt a surge of warmth when I recalled that a customer complimented me by saying that I was doing well and to keep up the good work. I didn't receive any complaints today! :D

I was helping a lady who is a PRC. I spoke to her in English and she couldn't understand. My Chinese is seriously de-proving. I couldn't find the right words to tell her that the rooms were full and that she had to wait for a while. Tongue-tied, the customer laughed at me. I apologized and said that my Chinese was really bad. She ended up complimenting me and I was so elated.

Sometimes, little things can make a big difference.

I smiled throughout the day and I hope that those customers whom I served today were glad with my service! :)

I boarded the bus yesterday night and stared at the sky for a long time
I saw a full moon through the window and i felt a surge of happiness and warmth. :)
The bright moon shining in the sky can heighten our emotions in many ways.

I bought the first piece of clothing with my own hard-earned money. Felt a little heart pain but i'm proud of myself :)
The sense of accomplishment in me cannot be described by words.. even though it's just a few hundreds, I feel very happy.

Movies I want to watch in 2010:

Percy Jackson and the Olympians: The Lightning Thief

Alice in Wonderland
Harry Potter and The Deathly Hallows: Part 1
Chronicles of Narnia: The Voyage of the Dawn Treader
The Twilight Saga: Eclipse
Valentine's Day
The Sorcerer's Apprentice
Rapunzel

30th Dec :)

Had a good, long chat with Josiah and Michaela.

Haven't been able to talk freely for a while...so thank you :)

Caught Avatar in 3D too. It's an awesome movie! Must-watch :)

I'm 17 in another 10 hours.

I hope you'll stop treating me like a kid. I'm no longer one. I'm a teenager.

I know, in both of your hearts, i'll always be a child, a child that will always need her parents.

Yes, i'm grateful for that.

I thank God that i'm your child.

I know I'm always in debt to both of you.

Thank you for working hard to provide me a good environment to live in.

Thank you for cracking jokes whenever i'm feeling stressed or sad.

The gratitude I have cannot be expressed simply by words.

I've worked very hard to satisfy your demands.

All I want to see are approving smiles on your faces. I don't expect more.

Your approval means the world to me, do you understand that?

You don't.

All you do is restrict me.

Because of them, you are afraid the group of friends I hang out with will lead me astray.

I understand your concerns, that's why I'm always trying to be obedient.

But you don't see that.

Every time I look at your face, they only show me worries and disprovals. What wrong have I done to receive that treatment?

I need your trust.

Badly.

My habit.

This is one of the many times i've felt this way.

To long for someone.

He knows i'm out there, does he?

The truth is he doesn't.

He doesn't see me.

He has buried his memories.

He has forgotten his promise.

That's the way.

Because he'll be happy. And I too, shall be happy for him.

Just for him.

Every night I close my eyes, wishing that tomorrow will be a better day.

Tears flowing every night, I write the words tomorrow in my heart.

Tomorrow, but tomorrow is always too late.

Hi.

I am going to sleep soon because i'm working later, on Christmas Day! (^^zzzzzzz)

Caught Sherlock Holmes with Michaela yesterday. It was kinda boring in the beginning but things sort of picked themselves up and became interesting. Yep.

There was an exhibit on the remains of reindeers from Bodyworlds. Being curious, we stared at it for quite a long time and took a photo:

Ok so bye, and Merry Christmas!(guess i'm talking to myself afterall)

If all else perished, and he remained, I should still continue to be; and if all else remained, and he were annihilated, the universe would turn to a mighty stranger. -- Cathy, Wuthuring Heights.